It's a bad day... Not a bad life!

TODAY... Has been rough I won't lie to ya'll. 1st I am always so last minute that I forgot to call in my meds (pretty important) 2nd we started this morning with our sexual abuse class (always a joy) 3rd I am feeling horrible about my body and what I look like now.

They tell you sobriety will be the best thing you ever do for yourself, and in a lot of ways it is don't get me wrong BUT it is hard there are days and things that happen that I don't know how to handle or how to deal with my emotions. I am experiencing a broad spectrum of emotions right now and they make me want to run! Also, as I said before I am experiencing a lot of changes in my body (I have gained 40 pounds in the past year and a half!) Even though I know others look at me and see someone small, that isn't what I see and it isn't always easy, in fact it sucks!!!

My main point with everything I just told y'all is that LIFE HAPPENS! Days are bad, days are good, and everything in between but we can't let life pass us by feeling sorry for ourselves or limiting ourselves because of fear. God is bigger than anything we face and no matter what you are going through, you are NOT alone, and tomorrow will come!

I was clearly feeling down today so I wore something happy! A little color, some floral, some breezy pants and my favorite shoes! Outfit details on my Instagram account @junkyardrose